Where to begin...

I wanted to try to to better my writing skills, more or less to branch out. I've had four books published so far but it just isn't enough! I've started a website, a Facebook page, Twitter,,not enough to me. I then decided to check into freelance jobs but have found that ..plainly speaking..I'm either too old or not smart enough? I just plain do not know which way to turn. It's very depressing to be in writing groups and have people to say, "why do you want to try that". I try to ask for help and h ear, don't bother, your writing isn't good enough. So now I've started this blog, hoping to better myself and let others see that they aren't alone if this is the same for them..Follow me on this journey!